Good Night/Morning Kisses
I haven’t told myself he’s perfect, I haven’t rationalized the reasons this is a good idea or a bad one, or the ways we could end up together in the future, or where we’d live and what kind of jobs we could have if we got married.
That’s probably why it’s working out so well. Because, for once, I just went with what I was feeling without over-thinking things. And we’re taking it slow, and there’s no rush… no hurry. It is what it is, and no one’s making it more than that. In fact, I think we’re making it less than that.
But that’s what really, really sucks about the whole thing. He’s not in it for the long distance, and I can’t ask him to be.
We’ve got five days. I’ll be damned if I don’t make the best of every minute of it.
(which explains the 3:49 am blog entry…)
I truly hope you enjoy it, as you certainly seem set out to do. However, your “inner objections” to this kind of relationship are founded in what you really do want. You really do want to be with someone who is in it for the long haul, and there is nothing wrong with that. For some reason, that kind of thing isn’t in the cards right now, but don’t think that you have to “take it slow” and avoid “overthinking” because that may mean indulging in what you really want to have in a relationship.
just have fun while you can, theres plenty of time for the long haul… really.
Long distance is rough and it takes a lot out of you but if it’s meant to be then it will all work out! Love the hair in the post below. Very beautiful color!
By the way, I found your blog through DadGoneMad. I’ve posted a complete list of everyone who left their blog link in a post called Blog Rolling With My Homies over on my blog, so if you want to see it come on over and sit a spell. I don’t bite..…that hard anyway!
Oh, good luck! I love a love story!